I am disappointed. Supposedly that means that I was hoping. Maybe I'm still hoping? I don't know, really. Mostly, I feel confused.
It's so weird to realize that you know someone so incredibly well as to know that they WOULD do something, but then think that they've grown and matured past a point where that becomes acceptable . . . . only to blink and see them do something nearly inexplicable.
Maybe I should market myself for my insane skillz. Got a position that needs filling? Hire me to be simply interested in it and it will no longer need filling. Guy looking for a girlfriend? Flirt with me a bit to get me interested and then she'll come along.
:-P I'm really not as cynical as this sounds. Abba's teaching me so many things. I just need to get my thoughts out.
Time to stop blogging and start journaling, I guess.
1 comment:
Hey! It's that sad, but totally understandable, idea that the universe is a cosmic joke and God's playing tricks on us. But He's not, really. :-)
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